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ich bin ein berliner

November 9, 2009

so 20 years ago i was 19 & working overnights at this large store (think super target, without the thoughtful design) putting myself through school. i remember this as if it were yesterday – i was on break, sitting in the darkened mcdonalds that was in the middle of the store reading the newspaper that had just been delivered. i remember reading the headlines and looking at these amazing images of people rejoicing and celebrating. having been a child of the cold war, the news that the berlin wall went down was something that was just simply hard to believe, yet here it was – in all it’s glory. chunk by chunk it fell. patience and time won out against politics and war.

the wall had simply lived out it’s purpose and via a mistaken announcement by a soviet reporter, the course of history would be altered forever.

that day, along with a few others from my formative years (the space shuttle challenge disaster, president regan being shot) is so indelibly etched in my mind – it must have been truly amazing to be in germany during that time, and equally amazing that in the 20 years since, a generation has grown up with no knowledge of what it was like to be divided by hate and fear.

I know that the subject of this post isn’t the most oringinal, but on that day, we really were all berliners.

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lucy in the sky…err couch

November 7, 2009

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introducing lucy

November 4, 2009

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you want me to swallow what?

October 28, 2009

…..or adventures in medicine.

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i will seriously pay anyone reading this to do this for me today.  i am so not a fan…. i gag with a tongue depressor in my mouth.

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Simon Le…WTF happened?

October 27, 2009

umm, 1st thing, birthday greetings are in order (simon’s 51 today).  2nd’ly, i so should not be commenting on anyone’s body – but damn man.  you were fodder for many teenage fantasies of mine.

happybirthdaysimon

 

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guess who’s gonna be a daddy

October 25, 2009

me! that’s who

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she doesn’t have a name yet, and she hasn’t “moved in” yet, but i’m super excited to introduce you to _____.

here’s what petfinder has to say about my future princess:

____ is fearless and quite a spunky little girl!! She came in to her foster home and pretty much took over like she has been there for years! She has yet to have an accident in the house. She loves to hang out and explore in the big back yard. She is the most friendly little thing and has to say hi and has kisses for everyone. The cat seemed to be invisible for the first day and then just someone to avoid. She loves to play with stuffed animals and play fetch. She is such a sweet, friendly, sassy girl and loves to be close and cuddle.

____ is about 5 months old and about 16 pounds currently.

Since we don’t know for certain what doggy genes are in the dogs make up, we are guessing on breed and can’t accurately predict size when grown.

in talking to the folks at the adoption yesterday, i also know that she came from a pound in kentucky where they had a 99% kill ratio.  since this group has started rescuing dogs from that pound, they’re down to 50%.

so sad.

they also think she’s some sort of sheltie-mix.  i don’t know about that.  when you look at her, you can see long haired dachshund, shepard, rottie.  all sorts of things.

i’m curious what you think she looks like.  and i’m taking name suggestions too.

oh, and she moves in november 3.  yay!

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holy new music batman.

October 3, 2009

so i had been texting back and forth with my buddy scott in iowa about this new chick singer; paloma faith, who’s video for her tune ‘new york city’ i fell in love with (check it out below)… anyway, he just sent me a mp3 disk with a serious tonnage of new music from some people i’ve never heard of (love that!).  the disk leans heavily towards modern soul/r&b – this is going to take me some time to devour.  and it’s right on the heels of my annual shopping spree at amoeba records in la (coming this tuesday)… so much music, so little time.

so i’m currently digging:

ladyhawke-productladyhawke – ladyhawke.  the few tunes i’ve heard of hers, i’ve loved.  somewhere between ladytron & goldfrapp?

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depeche mode – songs of the universe; demos.  this one oughta be interesting ’cause i gave up on dm years ago. anxious to check it out tho’

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christopher bryn – my world.  his voice blew me away on the first cut i listened to.

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paloma faith – do you want the truth or something beautiful?  check her video out down below.

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the velvelettes – the very best of.  a surprise.  i know nothing about these ladies, but how can you go wrong with motown?

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sharleen spiteri – melody.  ahh the voice behind ‘texas’  love love love hear.  i’ve heard good things about this disk from my friends across the pond.

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daniel merriweather – love & war.  i fell in love with daniel’s voice on the mark ronson disk version (his cover of a smiths tune was one of the high points).

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v.v. brown – travelling like the light.  ok, this chick is the bomb.  this album is outstanding.  funky & rockin’ & very very soulful.  i think i’m in love.  ’shark in the water’ is the shit.  very very fuckin’ cool tune.

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kylie auldist – just say.  this melbourne jazz singer has pipes like you wouldn’t believe.

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mika – the boy who knew too much.  this may be the one miss on the whole collection for me.  i think i’m the only gay man in the world not in love with mika.  i enjoyed grace kelly from his last disk, so i’ll certainly give this a shot. might be fun right?

the disk also had a track by the capitol children’s choir doing lily allen’s chinese  you need to check that out too.  freaking amazing.

and the aforementioned paloma faith vid:

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muse. uprising. the shit.

September 17, 2009

this is my new favorite thing. i can not get enough of this song. i’m coming late to the muse train, but i need to get this. awesome stuff:

(who doesn’t love the idea of zombie teddy bears? )

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brand new ingrid.

September 9, 2009

kinda like the brand new heavies, but way cooler.

click me for the pretty:

By The Water from Ingrid Chavez on Vimeo.

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scratch the spice girls….

September 8, 2009

… my new obsession:

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eek

September 8, 2009

hate to admit it, but i’m completely obsessed with this tune today.  can’t get enough of it.  save me.

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not quite over it yet. (soon? please?!?)

September 7, 2009

i’ve moved a few special things from our time together to a box in the closet, but i  found the card he gave me for valentines day.  that fucking killed me:

i like you because of:

your eyes
your laugh
your singing
your neurosis
your body
your kindness
your music
your love of animals
your passions
your kisses
your company
your conversation
your humor
you won’t eat my chocolate
your ears
the way you moan
you bought me a toothbrush
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your skin
your smell
your heart
your energy
your tolerance
your opinions
your bald head
your lips
the way you hold one of my fingers in a movie…
the way you always make me smile
Happy Valentines Day – I hope we get the chance to have lots…

kill me now.

here’s the deal, i know it will get easier (and indeed, i guess it has), but i’m anxious for day that i don’t miss him – that i don’t think of him.  that day hasn’t come yet.

i’m not picking at the scab, but i can’t deny the fact i miss him.  i’m moving on, true – i just wish i was completely over this.

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dear universe….

August 31, 2009

….you’ve crapped on me bigtime the past 2 months – therefore you owe me something.

and this is what i want:

click on me to go to amazon.co.uk and order me for kyle

click on me to go to amazon.co.uk and order me for kyle

from amazon.co.uk’s description: Siouxsie and the Banshees at the BBC is a stunning 84-track, all digitally-remastered, 4 disc hard-back book set of exclusive BBC sessions, live concert tracks and TV performances recorded between 1977–2001 split across 3CDs and a DVD. All tracks were hand picked by the band, including alternative versions of 18 classic hit singles, key session tracks from 1977-1987 and a concert recording from the Apollo Theatre in Oxford in 1985. The set also includes the complete John Peel sessions alongside sessions recorded for Kid Jensen, Richard Skinner and Janice Long. Disc 3 contains highlights from their BBC concert recordings at the Apollo Theatre in Oxford and the Royal Albert Hall in London in 1988, where the band performed a storming set 3 nights in a row to a sold out crowd. Highlights include a breathtaking “Last Beat of My Heart”, “Christine” and a rip roaring crowd pleasing end of show version of “Hong Kong Garden”. Disc 4, however, is the real gem; a 29 track DVD of the band’s BBC TV performances, features the complete Old Grey Whistle Test broadcasts from 1978, 1982 and 1985, the Something Elseperformances from 1979 and 1980, the Rock Goes to College broadcast from 1981 and the band’s complete Top of the Pops performances. A fantastic 30 page booklet contains extensive sleeve notes by Paul Morley, interviews with all the band members and a unique and insightful introduction written by Siouxsie.

like i said, you’ve shit on me – so you owe me.  make it happen universe!  thanks much.  kyle

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r.i.p great man

August 29, 2009

ted

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a month in…

August 21, 2009

… and i’m still just left with a ton of questions.  all the signs were pointing to something good.  then bam, completely sideswiped.  i’m mentally ok, no longer depressed – i’m just still confused and sad.  it no longer occupies my entire mind…. and it has gotten better, easier… it’s just there was nothing to make me think this is what was going to happen.

completely.

out.

of.

left.

field.

wierd.